I had my life between lives regression hypnosis by Peter Smith, one of Michael Newton‘s prodigy in 2007. When he regressed me to one of my past life, I found myself as an old farmer, wearing a straw hat, barefoot in the mud in the middle of a rice paddy. It was 1939 somewhere in South East Asia.
Then he ‘progressed’ me to the day I died in that life. When I left my body, I was engulfed by blissful feeling, which then turned into a very deep sadness that made me cry and jolting in the chair. I had a very happy life as a modest rice farmer, but all around the world, people are suffering. That feeling of sadness and compassion was so overwhelming and I know that it is the energy that pulled me to come back to this life.
I had the same feeling in 1998 and cried unstoppable all the way from the time I left the hotel in Yogya to the airport, at the airport’s waiting room and on the plane until we landed in Jakarta an hour later. The day before, I did a pilgrimage to Mendut, Pawon and Borobudur temples and when I meditated at the top stupa at Borobudur I saw & felt two beams of light, one from the centre of the Earth and the other from far above, meeting at my heart chakra like welding electrodes creating huge sparks covering all the temple complex. It was such a beautiful and blissful energy blessing every tourist and souvenir sellers in and around the temple.
After the life between lives session in 2007, I took a hypnotherapy course, since I know this is a kind of ‘short-cut’ method of healing. However, I do not practice hypnotherapy but applied it to myself (self-hypnosis) whenever I need to get more information from my own past or the cosmos.
Life guided me to find Dolores Cannon books and I’ve read The Custodian, The Convoluted Universe (all 4) and The Three Waves of Volunteer. And I was right. Dolores is able to get to her subject’s subconscious and did instant healing.
However, physical healing is not what I am here for. I was also guided to find other books and articles like The Sirian Revelation trilogy from Patricia Cori, Atlantis, Alien visitation and Genetic Manipulation by Michael Tsarion and many others, including from the Arcturians as channelled by Dr. Suzanne Lie – “A Day with Venus” that give me confirmations of thoughts, ideas and inspirations I received by self-hypnosis.
The other day I posted “The unauthorized history of mankind“, the synopsis of my research so far to find ways to relief human suffering, which is nothing else than to remember who we really are. The method is a grander scale of hypnotherapy to heal our selves from our worst trauma, the Tiamat/Maldek experience (the origin of our FEAR).